Have you ever had one of those days where you feel completely disconnected from everything in your life? Where it seems as though things just aren't coming together as they should or like you thought they would? I am having one of those weeks! :)
Josh and I are working to purchase our first house. Being that it's a "buyer's market" we thought it would be a simple task. However, we have searched and searched and found one we liked, put an offer in and are now waiting (not so) patiently for the response from the seller's bank. Then, there was another house that Josh fell in love with, but because of some timing issues, our offer was submitted too late in the day and we were beat, so now we're the "back up" offer. We thought we would have the pick of the market, but it doesn't seem that way. We are trying to remain positive and enjoy this adventure of buying our first house because it's supposed to be fun, but that is becoming more and more difficult! We just need to remember that God will allow us to see the right property when he is ready for us to see it.
On top of the house issue, I am truly missing my close friends and family members. I am not sure what it is, but I was really struck this week about how my friends are so far away! Thankfully, my mom and I are able to talk almost every day, which definitely helps to get me through those times when I'm missing home. My friends, though, are so busy with their own lives and I have a hard time not being able to talk to them whenever I want or see them for dinner during the week or random drink nights when one of us is having a rough day. My friends and family have seen me through a lot and my girlfriends have definitely supported me through some tough times. I miss them and love them dearly!
Then, along the lines of missing my friends I am struggling with not having a close friend out here...other than Josh, of course. Your girlfriends are there no matter what and unfortunately, I haven't been able to find that out here, yet. I have been able to hang out with girlfriends of Josh's friends and for that I am thankful....interaction with other women is a HUGE positive! I am just praying that God provides for me someone I can call a good friend.
"Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus." Philippians 4:6-7
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